||[21 Jan 2007|05:18am]
On the Outside
Birth Date: Boxing day
Current Status: Single
Eye Color: Black
Hair Color: strange medium brown
Righty or Lefty: right
Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
On the inside
Your Heritage: Chinese with some Baba
Your Fears: The dark, roaches, losing people
Your Weaknesses: emotional
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese and Beef Salami
Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: I can't do this any more
Your Bedtime: Praying for a glimpse of the real him
Your most missed memory: Waking up with someone curled against my back
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald’s or Burger King: McD's
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Lipton tea or Nestea: Neither
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: Coffee
Smoke: 20+ sticks a day
In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: Daily. But cutting back now.
Gone to the mall: Have to walk through one when I head for lunch.
Been on stage: Does emcee'ing badly this month count?
Eaten sushi: Every week.
Dyed your hair: Can you hear the screams? It's my hair begging for mercy.
Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: *blush*
Changed who you were to fit in: Anyone who says they don't is a liar.
Age you’re hoping to be married: I wanted to a couple of years ago. Now I'll be thankful to be alive by 30.
In a Girl/Guy
Best eye colour: Does it matter?
Best hair colour: Black.
Short or long hair: Long.
What Were You Doing
1 minute ago: Reading a blog.
1 hour ago: Watching Xiaxue's show.
4.5 hours ago: Having dinner at my regular mamak.
1 month ago: Pining.
1 year ago: What do you know, was also pining.
Finish the sentence
I love: someone I shouldn't.
I feel: fucked up beyond redemption
I hate: myself.
I hide: my actions.
I miss: Yen
I need: get out of this whole mess.
||[12 Oct 2006|07:52am]
Yen, the world doesn't make anymore sense without you in it.
I love you.
I miss you.
I hear your voice in my head.
It is your birthday next month. God. The world doesn't make sense.
||[29 Mar 2006|12:22pm]
| Capricorn Woman |
| Heterosexual |
She is devotedly loyal and deeply loving, expecting perhaps too little in return. Strong and independent, she offers little in the way of head trips, rarely indulging in such girlish role-play as might require attention or the showering of gifts. Having been discouraged from embracing her sexual self as an adolescent, Cap has no real handle on the concept of feminine wiles. Flirting, especially, is not her forte. She isn't looking looking for intrigue from a bond, but a solid working arrangement that can serve as a backdrop for all she seeks to accomplish as an individual. She is fairly conservative sexual character when it comes to her erotic regimen, viewing the intimacy that sex provides as a source of sefety and comfort far more than as an arobatic workout or psycological journal. Still, sex is something of a big deal as she probably came to it relatively late in life. Her sex appeal is anything but superficial and it takes a certain kind of man to withstand the necessarily slow freeing of Cap's carnal appetite. She is intent to setting the pace and must sense no hidden agenda in bed. To her credit, she doesn't require a lot of bells and whistles to make sex special, rather she prefers to achieve a certain greatness by sticking to her usual path. As cliche as it sounds, for her each time feels like the first time. The wildest thing about Capricorn woman is her love or fantasy, and especially the idea of covert sexual activity. She invents dream lovers in her waking hours, possibly fantasizing during a masturbatory moment over the landscaper, her mechanic, or the FedEx guy.
Straight turn-ons: Younger men, dark, curly, wavy hair, lanky physiques, collegiates, intellectuals, tweed, flannel suits, big noses, cleft chins, spectacles, men in uniform, laborers, contractors, strangers, travelers, executives, (passive) worship, masturbating during intercourse, stripping, teasing, exhibitionism, domination, teacher/student fantasies, hands and feet, high heels, hose, garters, lingerie, (active) seduction, delivery men, missionary, doggy style, (passive) oral, tantrism, spirituality, stoicism, hygiene, soapy smells
When it comes to lesbian experiences, she tends to be attracted to pretty young girls, (just as she is to pretty young boys). Still cap lives in a fairly black-and-white world, and one finds few bisexuals among her order. Though she rarely casts herself im the butch role, she will nonetheless be the one wearing the pants in the same-sex relationship. She plays a parent/teacher role to the hilt, demanding attention and obedience in equal measure. At the same time, she encourages her lover to be her own woman, to strike out solo, except. That is, when it comes to solo affairs. She yearns to be pleased soothingly and deliberately, wanting a lover to take her time, particulary in her oral practices, as she lies back and luxuritates in sensation. Sexy lingerie gets her juices flowing, on herself as well as a lover, and she enjoys prolonged tactile stimulation, running her fingers lightly over a lover's body, lingering in all the right places, as her lover does likewise. Dildos are de riguer, but generally employed by her mate slowly and at the appointed time, in combination with other means toward Cap's arousal. She is rarely inclined to return the favor, however, just as she isn't overly giving with oral sex. Watching is a big turn on for the Cap, but she particulary enjoys the sensation of holding, hugging and kissing her partner while a third party is providing most of the entertainment.
Gay turn-ons: Younger women, tall, lean, curvy bodies, long dark hair, extended foreplay, vanilla, femme on femme, (passive) penetration, (passive) oral, (passive) worship, multiple vaginal orgasms, (active) breast play, sensual massage, thongs, demi-bras, boots, heels, mutual grooming, cross-dressing, feet, toes, straight women, casual, no-string sex, (active) lite dicipline, sober sex, afterplay, intimacy, erotica
| My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: |
|You scored higher than 92% on Sex|
|You scored higher than 73% on Starsign|
||[10 Nov 2005|12:22pm]
(X) Smoked a cigarette. [since 13/14]
(X) Smoked a cigar. [a couple. ptui epi]
(X) Smoked sheesha [all the time after college at sunway]
(X) Made out with a member of the same sex. [hi shar]
( ) Crashed a friend’s car.
( ) Stolen a car.
(X) Been in love.
(X) Been dumped.
(X) Shoplifted. [shitlodes ok]
( ) Been fired.
( ) Been in a fist fight.
(X) Snuck out of your parents’ house.
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn’t reciprocate them. [duh]
( ) Been arrested. [almost?]
(X) Made out with a stranger.
(X) Gone on a blind date.
(X) Lied to a friend.
( ) Had a crush on a teacher.
(X) Skipped school. [almost everyday spent running from cops :D]
(X) Slept with a co-worker.
( ) Seen someone die.
(X) Seen a dead body.
( ) Had/have a crush on one of your MySpace friends.
( ) Been to Canada.
( ) Been to Thailand.
(X) Been on a plane.
(X) Thrown up in a bar.[sho shorry people at passhion]
(X) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire. [err i burned myself with some metal]
(X) Eaten sushi.
( ) Been snowboarding.
( ) Met someone because of Friendster.
(X) Been moshing at a concert.
( )Been in an abusive relationship.
(X) Taken painkillers.
(X) Love someone right now.
(X) Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by.
(X) Watch planes fly by.
(X) Gaze at the moon and/or stars alone/with someone.
( ) Made a snow angel.
(X) Had a tea party. [got blood party also ^_^]
(X) Flown a kite.
(X) Built a sand castle.
(X) Gone puddle jumping.
(X) Played dress up.
( ) Jumped into a pile of leaves.
( ) Gone sledding.
(X) Cheated while playing a game. [i cheat at solitare :(]
(X) Been lonely.
(X) Fallen asleep at work/school.
( ) Used a fake ID.
(X) Watched the sun set.
( ) Felt an earthquake. [slept through both damnit]
(X) Touched a snake. [whee]
(X) Been tickled.
( ) Been robbed.
( ) Robbed someone.
(X) Been misunderstood.
(X) Pet a reindeer/goat. [goats are peeyeww smelly]
(X) Won a contest. [lantern festival :P]
(X) Ran a red light. [accidentally]
( ) Been suspended from school. [surprisingly enough, no]
(X) Had detention. [for throwing a rubber in class O_o]
(X) Been in a car accident. [3 only touch wood!]
( ) Had braces.
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night.
(X) Had deja vu. [all the time.. freaky]
(X) Danced in the moonlight. [with dan in the park]
(X) Hated the way you look. [chinky eyes, big nose, fish lips. check!]
(X) Witnessed a crime. [snatch theft, 2 in a night!]
( ) Pole danced. [can't dance T_T]
(X) Questioned your heart. [who doesn't?]
( ) Been obsessed with Post-It notes. [what?]
(X) Squished barefoot through the mud. [turned out to be hard to remove clay]
(X) Been lost. [accidentally went to salak selatan]
(X) Been to the opposite side of the country. [pg.. johor no]
(X) Swam in the ocean.
(X) Felt like dying. [nearly did]
(X) Cried yourself to sleep. [many a time. sigh]
(X) Played cops and robbers.
( ) Recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers.
(X) Did karaoke. [w00t yeah red box]
( ) Paid for a meal with only coins.
(X ) Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t. [am currently :(]
(X) Made prank phone calls. [all the time in school. to my classmates haha]
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose. [err can't remember what it was]
( ) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
( ) Kissed in the rain. [sure drown one]
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus. [for the better part of my life]
( ) Been kissed under mistletoe.
(X) Watched the sunset/sunrise with someone you care about.
(X) Thought of marrying someone and have kids together.
(X) Blown bubbles.
(X) Made a bonfire on the beach.
(X) Crashed a party.
( ) Have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people.
(X) Gone roller-skating/ blading.
(X) Had a wish come true.
(X) Worn pearls.
( ) Jumped off a bridge.
(X) Screamed “penis!”/ “vagina!” in class.
(X) Ate dog food (or any other animal food). [dog, cat, fish bleugh]
() Told a complete stranger you loved them.
(X) Sang in the shower.
(X) Have a little black dress.
( ) Had sex in a park.
(X) Had a dream that you married someone.
(X) Glued your hand to something. [to my other hand?]
( ) Got your tongue stuck to a pole.
( ) Kissed a fish. [is this metaphorical? ]
( ) Worn the opposite sex’s clothes.
( ) Been a cheerleader.
( ) Sat on a roof top.
( ) Had sex at a church.
(X) Screamed at the top of your lungs.
( ) Done a one-handed cartwheel.
(X) Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight.
(X) Stayed up all night. [been doing that a lot the past month]
( ) Not taken a shower for a week.
( ) Pick and ate an apple right off the tree.
(X) Climbed a tree.
( ) Had a tree house.
(X) Been scared to watch horror movies alone. [even flash movies]
(X) Believe there is such a thing as the supernatural. [used to]
( ) Have more then 30 pairs of shoes.
( ) Worn a really ugly outfit to school.
( ) Gone streaking.
( ) Played ding-dong-ditch.
(X) Played chicken.
( ) Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on.
(X) Broken a bone.[my foot]
(X) Been easily amused.
( ) Caught a fish then ate it.
(X) Made porn.
(X) Caught a butterfly.
(X) Laughed so hard you cried.
(X) Cried so hard you laughed.
( ) Had someone moon/flash you.
( ) Cheated on a test.
(X) Forgotten someone’s name.[yeah sometimes.. what's su's girl's name again?]
(X) Slept naked. [all the time with dan >:)]
(X) French braided someone’s hair. [only my own]
(X) Shaved/ cut off your hair with a penknife. [testing]
( ) Gone skinny dipping in a pool.
(X) Been kicked out of your house.
||[07 Nov 2005|02:50pm]
1. What's on your computer desk?
Honeydew Melon My Melody on its box.
Dunhill twin 10s promotion cover.
2. What does your computer desktop background look like?
default windows field or something
3. What's on your agenda for the upcoming week?
||[09 Aug 2005|05:42pm]
1. YOUR STAR NAME
(name of first pet + street you live on):
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME
(grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack):
3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME
(first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant):
Flash Pizza Uno
4. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME
(silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):
Ah Pao Kuala Lumpur
5. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME
(first initial + first three letters of your last name):
6. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(favorite animal + name of high school):
Guinea Pig SMK SS17
7. YOUR BARFLY NAME
(last snack food you ate + your favorite drink):
8. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME
(middle name + city where you were born):
9. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME
(favorite candy + favorite musician's last name):
Jelly Belly Rzeznik
10. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME
(name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use):
11. YOUR STAR WARS NAME
(first 3 letters of your last name + last 3 letters of mother's maiden name /+/ first 3 letters of your pet's name + first 3 letters of the town you live in)
12. Name three people you want to take this test.
I don't hang out with lame people
||[19 Jul 2005|04:44pm]
You're fire! In general you're not a mean person but you can be very quick tempered, and boy, WHAT A TEMPER YOU CAN HAVE. You are angered very easily and you sometimes have anti-social habits.
What element are you?
||[19 Jul 2005|01:39am]
( ) Stolen a car
(x) Been in love
(x) Been dumped
( ) Been in a fist fight
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
( ) Made out with a stranger
( ) Done more with a stranger
( ) Had a crush on a teacher
( ) Seen someone die
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Met someone in person from internet
(x) Been moshing at a concert
( ) Been in an abusive relationship
(x) Love someone or miss someone right now
(x) Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes
( ) Made a snow angel
(x) Had a tea party
(x) Flown a kite
(x) Built a sand castle
(x) Gone puddle jumping
(x) Played dress up
( ) Jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) Gone sledding
(x) Cheated while playing a game
(x) Been lonely
(x) Fallen asleep at work/school
( ) Used a fake id
(x) Watched the sun set
( ) Felt an earthquake
(x) Touched a snake
(x) Slept beneath the stars
(x) Been tickled
( ) Been robbed
(x) Been misunderstood
( ) Petted a reindeer/goat
(x) Won a contest
( ) Been in a car accident
( ) Had braces
(x) Felt like an outcast
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Had deja vu
(x) Danced in the moonlight
(x) Hated the way you look
( ) Witnessed a crime
( ) Pole danced
(x) Questioned your heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) Squished barefoot through the mud
(x) Been lost
( ) Been to the opposite side of the WORLD
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
( ) Recently colored with crayons/colored
(x) Sung karaoke
( ) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
(x) Crashed a party
(x) Gone rollerskating
(x) Had a wish come true
( ) Humped a monkey
(x) Ate dog/cat food
(x) Told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) Kissed a mirror
(x) Sang in the shower
(x) Have a little black dress
(x) Had a dream that you married someone
(x) Glued your hand to something
( ) Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) Kissed a fish
(x) Worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) Been a cheerleader
(x) Sat on a roof top
(x) Screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) Done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours in a row
(x) Stayed up all night
( ) Didn't take a shower for a week
( ) Pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) Climbed a tree
( ) Had a tree house
( ) Are scared to watch scary movies alone
( ) Believe in ghosts
( ) Have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) Worn a really ugly outfit just to see what others say
( ) Gone streaking
( ) Played ding-dong-ditch
(x) Played chicken
( ) Got pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Broken a bone
(x) Been easily amused
(x) Caught a fish then ate it
(x) Made porn
(x) Caught a butterfly
(x) Laughed so hard you cried
(x) Cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) Had someone moon/flash you
(x) Cheated on a test
( ) Have a Britney Spears CD
(x) Forgotten someone's name
(x) Slept naked
(x) French braided someone's hair
( ) Gone skinny dipping in a pool
(x) Been kicked out of your house
||[06 Jul 2005|03:56am]
| Class Clown |
You are 14% Rational, 57% Extroverted, 57% Brutal, and 57% Arrogant.
You are the Class Clown. This means you walk down the center of the
classroom with books on your head, while the teacher stares on in...
Shit, I really need to stop looking at these pictures while I'm typing.
Anyway, I MEANT to say that you are the Class Clown, and this
means that you are extroverted, mean, and arrogant. You are not very
rational, so you gravitate towards things that produce feelings or
emotions over thoughts (like fart jokes or spitballs, for instance).
You are also an extrovert and rather full of yourself, so of course you
want constant attention for yourself and think you are somehow better
than others. You can also be a bit mean-spirited, and like a class
clown you wouldn't hesitate to make a joke at someone else's expense,
no matter how terrible it would make them feel. So your personality
defects are that you have to be the center of attention, that you don't
care about others, and that you are rather irrational and motivated by
intuitions. Now stop walking around with those books on your head and
sit down this instant!
To put it less negatively:
1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.
2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted.
3. You are more BRUTAL than gentle.
4. You are more ARROGANT than humble.
Your exact opposite is the Robot.
Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Schoolyard Bully, the Smartass, and the Brute.
If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you
could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42%
Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is
close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well.
Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can
determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored
near fifty percent for certain traits.
The other personality types:
The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
| My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: |
|You scored higher than 3% on Rationality|
|You scored higher than 60% on Extroversion|
|You scored higher than 70% on Brutality|
|You scored higher than 65% on Arrogance|
||[09 Jun 2005|10:24pm]
Take Free Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com
Global Personality Test Results
|Stability (25%) low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. |
Orderliness (36%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion (66%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
craves attention, messy, open, rash, irritable, likes large parties, low self control, weird, fragile, does not like to be alone, emotionally sensitive, worrying, depressed, heart over mind, does not respect authority, dependent, not rule conscious, not good at saving money, more interested in relationships than intellectual pursuits, likes to fit in, very social, frequently second guesses self, phobic, suspicious, not careful, outgoing, vain, compassionate, aggressive, likes to make fun, hates to lose
||[08 Jun 2005|12:57am]
Taken from Baby's when I should be working/sleeping
I AM: justine
I HAVE: one more month to finish my work which i have barely begun
I HATE: the rate at which toenails grow back
I MISS: lisa
I FEAR: fluttering in the night, mirrors in the dark
I HEAR: CPU humming
I SEARCH: a simple kind of life
I WONDER: if I made the right choice (not like i have any choice)
I REGRET: not taking action when I could have
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU ARE BORED?:doodle
RANDOM SIGN: taurus
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: black *KAPOW*PUBERTY* medium brown
EYE COLOR: black
LIVE WITH: mama and 3 boys
FAVORITE RELATIVE: pick an aunt
FAVORITE NUMBER: 6
DAY: friday the start of the weekend
MONTH: december. holidays, christmas and birthday w00t
SONG: Somebody told me
SPORT: erm.. the horizontal salsa
DRINK: tomato juice
PREFERENCES CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?: kiss kiss
CHOCOLATE MILK OR HOT CHOCOLATE ?: hot chocolate.
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?: milk
VANIILLA OR CHOCOLATE?: chocolate
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS,HAVE YOU CRIED?: no
HELPED SOMEONE?: my presence in this world has a healing effect on world disasters
GOTTEN SICK?: nope.
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: Last one i watched was "House of Wax"
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: tomolo makan with black mamba
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: yup
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: been almost a year
TALKED TO AN EX: yes, and now he's not an ex anymore!
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: paper - not in a while, online - just seconds ago
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU'RE CRUSHING?: no more crushes
MISSED SOMEONE?: all the time
HUGGED SOMEONE?: not today
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: been annoyed
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: no i haven't and that's the REAL problem..
||[06 Jun 2005|01:57pm]
Your #1 Love Type: INFP
In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.
For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.
Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.
However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.
Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ
||[04 May 2005|09:04pm]
Linux 65MB @ RM179/year
65 Mb Disk Space / 6 Email Accounts
Unlimited Email Aliases / Email Forwarding / Autoresponders
Front Page Extension
150 Mb Transfer Per Month (Refer Bandwidth Limitation)
And for a business package. If your business gets 150mb of bandwidth usage a month, you'd better be worried.
||[03 May 2005|12:43am]
| English Genius |
You scored 100% Beginner, 100% Intermediate, 93% Advanced, and 93% Expert!
| You did so extremely well, even I |
can't find a word to describe your excellence! You have the uncommon
intelligence necessary to understand things that most people don't. You
have an extensive vocabulary, and you're not afraid to use it properly!
Way to go!
Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it!
For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/.
| My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: |
|You scored higher than 71% on Beginner|
|You scored higher than 67% on Intermediate|
|You scored higher than 53% on Advanced|
|You scored higher than 96% on Expert|
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